Being shallow, is that being human?

I must say´, I don't truly believe in that "I'm not shallow" "It's what's on the inside", I mean, at some point we all are the same, shallow.  I've become to notice that, more than ever in the past 6 months, I admit it, I'm shallow. But at least I can admit it, and not try to be all like,"I'm not shallow, beauty is what's on the inside" Blah blah blah. Don't get me wrong here, I do believe that we can be beautiful on the inside, and it is what counts. But you can't know if a person is "beautiful" on the inside, before you know them. So it makes us shallow, when we are looking for someone to be with, or hook up with, or what ever we do. There's always that, "he's to short" "she has to small boobs" etc. so if it doesn't make us shallow of saying things like that, then I don't know what it makes us!  At some point we all go for the looks! But of course we also find us falling for what on the inside, if we didn't, then what would a relationship be? But first we fall in love with what we see, then we fall in love with the rest. So being shallow, does that only make us human?
Well, being human is a lot if things, and being shallow is that one of them? I know that there are somethings we are attracted to, because it is in our genes. Men for example, is supposed to like women with bigger buts! Because it something about they give birth easier, than women with smaller buts!? And women likes men with big muscles, because that mean they can protect us! So, I guess, we can't help it. And I think that, another reason why we are like this is, we think about our reputation, etc. So we want someone who can live up to it, or live up to what we want! It's all about what we WANT, what we need, might not be what we want. But is that something about us being shallow? We want people to think better of our selves, than we really are. And I'm sorry to say that's just how it is, it just feels "natural" to us, to be like this. With out us even knowing/noticing, but of course there is different ways of showing.

Who are we to judge?

We all judge people, but who are we to judge, when we're just as bad as those we judge? Why do we have all these prejudices against each other, people we know, people we don't know. Some of the prejudices is based on rumors, and why, why do rumors start? And how, for the matter? And why are we so judgmental? Just because we're not all the same, we're all different, we can't all be alike, can we? And if we could, then, wouldn't we be shallow, in the end? We judge, and people judge us. But is that just a matter of life? For all of time, I believe that people, have judged and been judged. And maybe, we judge because, we take a quick conclusion, about one individual we don't know. Maybe, we want to feel less threatened, I don't know. Okay, there's a differences on judging and talking bad about another individual. But doesn't they kind of, walk side by side, doesn't they look a bit like the same? We talk bad about other individuals, because we judge them. So judging and talking about others, is that just the way we are? And can it really be, that we are so horrible, us human beings? I hate to talk bad about others, but still we do it? We judge, we talk, we listen to rumors, we let all this get the best of us.
Can it be, that we are just shallow, judgmental homo sapiens?

Someone to look up to...

Most of us, have someone to look up to, me personally, it's my Grandma. But sadly she's dead, and has been that for 1½ year. And since she died, I've had the thought in me, "I'm gonna do this, And I'm gonna do it well!" and "I've got to do this for grandma, I have to make her proud!". I just want to make my grandma proud, you know? She was a woman who was strong, when things didn't went well, she was always there, as the strong woman she was, she knew how to make everything right! She managed, to keep this crazy family together, and without her, it just ain't working.. I admire this woman, she was strong, right till the cancer got the best of her! She was a fighter, and she fought like I've never seen  before. Not just her, but I've never seen someone fight in my family as much as her, she was amazing! For me it was like there was nothing she couldn't do! I believe, that every one should have someone to look up to, Maybe they don't see that there is a person, who they look up to. But still, someway there's always, someone, maybe we don't realize it, but there is. I realized what my grandma actually were to me, and what an amazing and strong woman, she was/is, when she died... After 16 years, I realized, that she was a person I look up to, a person I always wanted to make proud, and feel proud. Whenever I think of giving up, I think to my self, that I can't! I have to be strong, and get it done! If I hadn't someone to inspire me, someone to look up to, well I used to just think oh well, but now that I know. I'm so glad I know, because, I now have a goal every time, I'm starting something!
Winners never quit, and quitters never win! 

Stay great! Stay fabulous! 

KA'OIR

KA'OIR, is a cosmetic brand made by Keyshia Ka'oir. And I must say, even though I haven't tried her products, I love them, or adore them? Hm. Anyways, I think it's amazing, and she has lipsticks in so many colors! And she has recently launched this new GLITZSTICK, which you put on, on top of your lipstick, and you'll get shiny, glitter lips! I think it's pretty cool! And, what I more love about this is, that you can actually use it as eye shadow, too! So you get an eye shadow and a lipstick in one! Or actually it's two, because you have to put on lipstick first, and then GLITZSTICK, but any ways, that's cool!  And I love the fact that Keyshia, has made a tutorial video to how to use the product! Watch it here! And you can shop the items here!

Lipstick, with GLITZ STICK! 

STAY GREAT! 

.. And be fabulous. 

Hello everybody! I just wanted to wish you all, a merry Christmas.. (and a happy new year ;-) ) I hope you are enjoying the Christmas time, and the holidays! I can't believe it's already tomorrow... hmm. When you have lots of other different things to worry about, you just forget. And well, I'm not really a Christmas person, so I don't really care. But yea,  have a great holiday, and enjoy everything...

Peace out! STAY GREAT! 

Please

What a night it is, when you live like this

And you're coming up beneath the clouds, 

Don't let me down

All the love's still there I just don't know what to do with it now

You know, I still can't believe we both did some things 

I don't even wanna think about

Just say you love me and I'll say "I'm sorry, 

I don't want anybody else to feel this way"

No, no, no

Oh can you tell, I haven't slept very well

Since the last time that we spoke, I said 

"Please understand I've been drinking again, and all I do is hope"

Please... stay

Please stay

STAY GREAT!

All I need is the music.

I'm Gonna Turn It Up 

I Don't Need Nobody 

You Can't Slow Me Down 

Just Getting' Started  

Hear That Boom-Boom Clap From My Headphones 

I'ma Rock It Like That In My Zone 

Gonna Pump That Track Til The Bass Blows Out 

Turn It Up And Turn The Whole World Down 

Got That Boom-Boom Clap In My Headphones 

I'ma Go Hard Til I Go Home 

Now You Can't Stop Me When I Drop It Low 

Don't Need Nothing But My Headphones 

STAY GREAT